Whats wrong in my life now?

just feel that im lost i need guidance..i need a leader who cares.

Denise's msg really impacted me greatly..whats the measure i have for the love of God?? i failed to search my soul properly, many things i want to do but its always the part where im unable or should i say not willing to crucify my flesh to do it.

God, change this area of my life i want to change for you.

getting saved doesnt mean im in his kingdom its where i accept corrections in my life that i can qualify in.

the next level is waiting for me but im still at where i am.. what am i doing?