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Sunday, November 27, 2005

ok SHUT UP devil

yesterday's emotion downpour is the past, and past are SUPPOSE to be the past

so today's back ! time for a big change now,tables are gonna change

just want to share with you something which i think practically that's what usual adults think..

in school,church or any where else where education is available-teachers teaches us MORAL VALUES. ( that's what i think the devil lacks haha)

ok and so what do we students do? we follow and use them in our daily lives..if you are eating and the waiter comes to you and gives you the wrong amount of change of $46 when the meal costs $32 ( you gave him $50) well i mean waiters dont do that all the time but there must have been at least one of this incidents rite?

we should give the extra money back if not we're going against our own values! but looks like this world really belongs to the devil-crooked,twisted,wrong moral values.

guess what? i just gone thru' this thing not long ago and when i confronted my parents they told me not to be so soft hearted and stupid that the money should be kept as the shop's punishment cause the food tastes bad =.=" so that means that im not suppose to follow what teachers teach? come on~ lol..so conclusion= their religion is building them down not UP

people who follow Jesus never goes the wrong way when the Holy Spirit leads them in their life =)

i pray and hope that my parents can be guided by God-family salvation

Judgement will come when we least expected so dont think we got much time left =X

[jus a penny of my thoughts*]

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Whats wrong in my life now?

just feel that im lost i need guidance..i need a leader who cares.

Denise's msg really impacted me greatly..whats the measure i have for the love of God?? i failed to search my soul properly, many things i want to do but its always the part where im unable or should i say not willing to crucify my flesh to do it.

God, change this area of my life i want to change for you.

getting saved doesnt mean im in his kingdom its where i accept corrections in my life that i can qualify in.

the next level is waiting for me but im still at where i am.. what am i doing?

Sunday, November 20, 2005


IF GOD OPENED UP A WAY FOR YOU

WILL YOU BE WILLING TO WALK THE WATERS WITH HIM?

Tuesday, November 15, 2005


This show is a really great classical show =) in my opinion, talked abt undying love from the phantom.. his life quite pitiful.. no one gave him compassion because of his distorted borned face people even captured him and exhibited him as the 'devil's child' ( worst thing that could ever happen to anyone) ..

people in this world shows no compassion for others who are not as normal as them... realistic!

in the end when he grew older he become mad..longing for love but he was an incredible genius..and he created plays and songs which were marvellous =) also the phantom fell in love with christiane the main actress and woah he really loved her like siao man did alot of things for her..and he was heart broken when she and her childhood sweetheart became a couple once again..and he cried =( hahas..

but the main part that i got was that.. the phantom asked for the girl to accept him when she unveiled his mask and saw his ugly face but the girl said..

" your distorted face does not frightens me but its your distort SOUL which have made you ugly that draws me away from you"

hope you get the juice out of it =P

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Enjoyed this weekend's services..was really great~
Ps. Ulf preaching was full of impact hees..its about our purpose/calling
`calling= Jesus speaking to us`
we need to be in tune with Jesus to really hear what he's trying to speak to us cos.. he's constantly speaking! =) its only that we dont hear him.
really should learn to hear him yups.. and also Jesus would visit us unexpectedly to reveal our calling w00t how exciting =P
are u ready to let go of what u are already building and give it all up for ur Godly calling?? hmm, for working adults i think they would be struggling with that.. imagine if you are a multi-billionaire and suddenly Jesus visits you and called you to give up what u are successfully having now and to become someone he called you to.. how would you react?

hmm, no matter what i just know that you gotta react quick.. God is not someone who waits on ur decision all day u know hhaas..fast decisions gotta be made cos if you dont, God moves on and who knows? you may just missed it.. you should have made that firm decision, didnt you said that you would give Jesus your life during your 1st calling of salvation??

A: Jesus is the WAY to heaven!!
B: do u really know Jesus as ur way?
A: yar! of cos what are u trying to tell me? i believe in Jesus i can go to heaven!! PTL!
B: are you sure you would be in heaven just by believing he is ur way?
A: duh.. u are so irritating don treat me like a baby christian can?

people, you have to know that Jesus is not only the gate to heaven..you gotta be qualified to go to heaven! how??
remember you decided to gave your life to Jesus? im not speaking in generalities.. its every single hour/min/sec of ur life! you gotta be transformed to be more and more like Jesus and really learn his ways be dependant on him and give your life for God all!you will be very in tune with God as time goes by and only thru' that can you really know that Jesus is ur WAY to heaven.. have to be prepared so that you are ready in heaven you know =)

So did you really willingly gave Jesus your life?

hahas.. hihi are tis words visible for you? thats good~ =)

Saturday, November 12, 2005

woohoooO! long time no see long time no blog hehes.. =P jus reveal to you something ytd i had a bad nightmare er.. so called la.. but it happened ard morning 7plus 8am lolx..i dreamt of my buddies we all having fun at my hse den suddenly all turned ard and backstabbed me i tell you its soooo scary lox shld have seen their faces in my dream =X hahas.. den end up i cried in my sleep.. really felt the heartache in me sia and i woke up i thot it was really real know.. but duno y even in dreams also got some things outta it hahas..( real version of dream shall not reveal too much)

in this world, never trust people too well (fullstop)

hahas.. vry simple meaning but i learn it the scary way =X nvm larx tis post is jus crapping ard hahas.. kks gtg ler!! gg for Ulf ekman svc wo0t!

shall blog more till the day im back . . .. . . . . . . LOL

toodeloo~