Its okay to be sarcastic once in awhile to spice things up,but it's definitely not a lifestyle to follow. I admit that I,myself have my fair share of sarcasm speaking & strangely,its usually to some of my classmates who irritate me. Your words not only shape your world,it also shapes the way people see you,your character,everything. Every ounce of respect I've garnered just fell flat on the ground. Respect is shown when respect is given.
I always tell myself,every mistake that you see or pick out from another becomes a reminder of what you shouldn't become & a learning point noted. I totally didn't regret my decision back then. Feeling better now after letting it out. Kay,shall not let my inner critic lash out any further because of such a teenie matter. It's time for me to rewire my sub-conscious & learn to see the good in everyone because...life gives you lemons for lemonades HAHA. (:

HBO's great stuff. It just so happens that Definitely,Maybe was on & Some kind of wonderful straight after. Ahh, all that romance&crushes. But never mind, that can wait. After all my current circle is hemmed in by girls and more girls.It was funny how xiuyuan phrase relationships by saying you'll wish you're not in one when you're in & vice versa because after the honeymoon period, the only thing that's gonna fall into place are quarrels. Of course I've never really been in one so I can't comment much on this topic. But one thing I do believe is if you've found Thy one,its not gonna be so much of an agony to be with him ay? That aside, I did enjoy the short lunch I had with xiuyuan after service.(: We headed down to Simei for chicken rice w extra rice! Sinful,sinful. But I think it was partly due to sitting there under the sweltering afternoon heat which well, didn't calm our appetites for one bit. Bought bubble tea,walked a bit,compared our bloated bellies,parted & off home for sleep! The morning train did made my day a bit.These kind remains forever under the Mimosa category although I do hope that we could actually talk and be friends in real life but I guess there's no courage for me to even dig out for actions, heh.
oh & i'm really excited for denise and weiting, tmr's the start of SOT!!! I know both of them are gonna come out transformed & do so so much for God!:D & Denise's testimony about the subsidy's just woah&woah! duper encouraged. Excited for Weiting too hehe(wee wee~) Can't wait for my turn to come. When it comes, Im gonna tell SOT(if personified)" Hey, you're part of the plan! " XD

I had a great time sweating it out at the flea market yesterday digging for good buys.
Its really cool to bump into a few people there. Weiting bumped into her old secondary schoolmate, I bumped into Wan!! & we spotted Ginny,Grace (:
Well, I was happy to be spending within my budget initially. But when the others wanted to go take a look, I went over the 2nd time and bought 2 belts = overbudget.
Now I'm kinda wondering how to mix & match these belts.
Lastly, I regret buying the sarong/tribal looking over sized dress.
):

Times like these make life interesting. Taking random shots of us with a logo whom many may deem as ordinary. Blowing gigantic bubbles and well, teenie weenie ones too only to stack into a frame that's waiting to topple. Got squashed by our bare hands. Laughters so loud, people thought we booked the entire area. Not forgetting squeezing 6 people into a taxi, putting our fates into the hands of the driver that sang " we've only just begun..." & more oldies throughout the journey. Seeing police cars drive pass yet he seemed nonchalant about it,cooley. Finally, we've braved through the wee hours looking like walking, oh no. I meant skating zombies heh around the airport looking for a place to settle down.
For that moment I wondered. How am I to survive deadlines for design school when I couldn't even last a night without sleep? Not a very night person here.
OWell, that answer can wait for now.(:

when summer comes along;

& so this few days had been a blast.
The two days spent in Day camp was well, quite eventful.To sum up, I felt that I've gotten the chance to bond deeper relationships with people within my circle.
Do you believe that borrowed wishes do come true?
I told huishan to make a wish that the fly infesting our dinner table would disappear or just drown in soup.

The wish came true! but it drowned in MY SOUP.
totally ewww.
R.I.P my dear, & tell your brudders to stop harrassing people eating.
peace out.

On a heavier note,
-I've gotten back my results. Well, let's just say that it wasn't an improvement but I'm contented. B for writcomm. LocProd was a C which I kinda expected,never was into films anyway. and the remaining were considered to be good/okay grades. Phat Fat did well!
-gonna go back to school to return my student pass later on. ): goodbye.
-Come sunday, chuaelise's gonna leave for Cheena. Following after's gonna be Jaime leaving for Germany. I'm Sure gonna miss them loads, especially elise since we won't be seeing each other for a total of 22days! ):
- After Apr 2 , its gonna be hectic/packed for me. Overseas,camp and school starts.
I'm already having the cramps for camps heh. Eunice! be brave & thy shalt not be shy. hehe.

& so I'll travel, to find my gallery of pursues.



Its 2am and my mom's not back,yet.
Though worrying, but I guess she's fine with her friends,more happening than me sia.

Ahh, its been raining recently.
Everytime Im out in my sneakers, they get soaking wet and that includes today.
Actually, administration matters made me real fed up. Okay not exactly it, but the part timer working in the FMS office. Her attitude was... let's just say,she's not very helpful(:
oh well, it was a wasted trip to school anyways.I didn't know I needed to inform so and so,wait for the email, parents signature etcc etccc...

Alexis came over to find me and we made our way over to SMU soon after.
boy,
gosh,
wahhh,
we went for House
and I seriously felt like going back to my house lor!
Its a genre that focuses alot on footworks so yea, our warmups were mainly step here & there.
There was quite a few times when I was feeling sooo cui I couldnt take it,I just stopped. haha.
we were asked to repeat continously and its like eg. ( jumping and kicking at the same time)
so you can imagine your legs turning sore yet u can't stop.

But I was glad we pulled through because it was like what Micheal,our instructor said..
''its really until you've reached your limit and you're sooo tired you just relax and just dance it all out,no longer thinking about steps.'' (something like that lar :D)
Very true indeed, I felt I finally danced when we did our last time of the choreo.
and btw, the Micheal is veryyy Charismatic.
At first when Alexis said he's very attractive I was like eww, eyes got stamp.
But after attending a few of his lessons,
he has this very warm,slightly cheeky smile that's very appealing.
btw,he's always full of smiles too.
& his dancing is always so laidback yet full of strength, so nice to watch hahahaa.
& he has a superr sexy girlfriend man, she teaches Reggae.
Great couple instructors!
(:

He inspired me to smile more!
kay :D XD 8D ^^

okay,
im now an official TP design student ! (:

The package was delivered and gosh, there're just so much admin stuff to settle.
& Im really bad at it. so lost that I needed to call up chloe and liyun for help heh.
Not being loser here kay, :P

Looking back on
how I've braved through an entire year of dvfx,
its definitely a year that molded me inside out.
The friendships that I've made I'll never forget.
The good times we had when we made all the random jokes( ok, most of the time me :X)
& im glad to say that joyce and wan are following my footsteps :D
I won't forget the catching we played inside the dark audi while waiting for SocPsyh^^
Looking out for eye candies hahahas.
Worrying about issues that bothered me, even made me cried a few times when I started out poly life.
Times when the class had awkward moments about which cliques' eating w who or is the class eating as a whole? I guess its a norm that every class would experience. :)
Beating the time to complete assignments and ending up not sleeping.
Studying halfheartedly for LocProd and getting back halfhearted results haha!
Freda's choco birthday cakes made w love ^^
Dot's voice that always consumed the entire classroom hees.
Ishak being whiny yet lovingly trying to advice people but ends up getting bullied.):
Akmal's cool & calm and drastic change of style for someone(ahem*)
Joyce and Dan always fighting over silly things
Joyce scolding Togu,
Most of us scolding Togu's ringtone.
Atty,Tits talking over marvel comics & movies.
Wan just being around,listening to my cold jokes haha:D
Alexis' blur state in class and always asking her to 'dance leh dance leh!'
Em always asking wan,dan to acc her to toilet hahas(:
Carvey: blasting music & freda saying he'll go deaf v. soon.
& him looking at opp. class' girls.
of cos,& many other times but I can't really remember them now.

oh ya, the workload that was given... often times when I get writer's block,no inspiration and the stress that was crushing me lols. thank goodness I've conquered it and its always a relief to see a tick in the SafeAssign column = clear of plagarism! :D
During Tennis lessons was my most enjoyable moments!
weird other teacher who keeps talking in 3rd person.
" M.J says we'll swing the racket this way."
"M.J says volley the ball like that!" hahahaha.
& our very own teacher who's cocky yet fails to receive a pass from us HOHO.
but funny person I'll say(:

Its really a privilege to be in my class, in NP's FMS.
Had all the fun and interesting people in it heeh.

How cos, not forgetting the Duper cool lecturers like Mr Leslie,hector,danny boey, William Hung, Mr Emillio, Patrick!, Calvin( actually I think he's handsome haha) erm and the quirky ones like Jessie who's very enthu on taking group pics(twist!),Mr sharpe(hawaiian style) and SKL(erm...)
The lects indeed made classes more fun & interesting.

but well, I guess DVFX is really not the course im motivated to pursue for the remaining years.
Even if it means to start all over again, the things I've learnt would be an add on for me (:
meanwhile, love yoo all mates who'll ever see this :D
from the bottom most bottom of my heart,
love ya guys loads & stay chirpy! ^^

such a wonderful world...
GOD IS GOOD!!! :D

though you should have called me but its alright.
heh.heh. & FYI it was released 2days back,so much so for promising to call :/
it feels good when I feel that my life is moving forward.
good things or bad things, just gotta learn to see the good in it.(:

It definitely is a privilege to be given the liberty to choose.

I want to thank the people around me who've never failed to encourage me & made me feel as if Im gold at times when I don't have faith in myself! :D

tooweeloo! XD