We humans are all made up of 70% water and I believe, _%(personal input) conformity.
Whether or not you choose to confess, this is a part of human's broken nature.
Conformity stems from a person's sense of insecurity and therefore,
seeks for that acceptance & agreement from people.
The fear that holds you back. Fearing that if you didn't follow, you'll be left out and left behind.
Looking at today, conformity has become such a norm that people don't even feel a need to hide it.
No one's perfect.
We all conform at some part of our lives don't we?
I admit that.
Some do it for the good, to give in. Others do it for themselves, to gain something.
Oh well, its part and parcel of life.
But I believe we're not meant to conform.
God didn't made us this way, He made us to be more than conquerors!(:
Actually my main issue here isn't about conformity, but maturity.
Ps. Kong's message still lingers in my head. Talking about
"Maturity is choosing to do the right thing even when options are given."
This sentence is starting to become a self-check, as well as a gauge for me. All I have to say is that, Maturity cannot be seen from the Outward. The outward constantly changes to fit in. It can only be seen through a person's actions,values and words. (:

I feel that I need to find back that balance in my life once again.
How much is my God% compared to Me%.
Its not always about how much I feel like doing, emotions are ever changing.
But its about weighing the importance in His mind,not mine.
If Love was easy, it would have meant nothing.
No wonder Love is the greatest of all.

I've decided to stay home today.
friday shall be 'Me' day. heh!
oh yes,as I was saying,
Grammar test slaughtered me bad. I misunderstood Patrick's instructions. Well, english is not my forte.
Just average.
But I do find dangling modifiers quite interesting though.

I want to blog about a whole load of stuff but I just couldn't think of the right phrasings.
Blog hopped. And I saw some really good expositional essays,I'm inspired!
Well, I'll just write whatever that comes into my mind.

S'pore Biennale was heaps of fun!
snapped here and there, interesting artworks.
Since last sunday, my mind opened up.
Im enlighten.(bulb lights up :D)
art can be
ANYTHING.
and I really mean Anything.
Even the lowly Mr. chewing gum has his own room exhibit (scratches head)
We've only visited one place, few more to go!
Can't wait for Sunday to come.
So I really want to be able to finish city hall area and hopefully marina bay,that is if time permits :)
A short clip about visual arts was screened to my class on Wed.
It's all about encouraging designers to think out of the box,tips,examples of really good commercials.
I couldn't agree more with the qoute,
"Originality is nothing more than just undected Plagiarism."
All great artworks are a result of gathered inspiration.Tweak it alittle and ta-da! (:

GRAMMAR TEST JUST KILLED ME.
dangle here and there...

HEELLLO WORLD!
i know I've been disappearing from my blog for quite some time,my apologies. :D

phew!
goodness, the first week of school was just crazy.
Thank God Friday's free up, thank you Mr Emilio!
this semester's all about the cameras.
Denise! when you're free.. teach me photography!! haha.
well, its great to see my classmates again.Just that Wan has a new word now.
" that's bleak man" its spinning in my head now.. everything's bleak -.-''

i guess it's been a while since I last blogged, don't really know what to write about.
oh ya chuxuan! haha you won't believe it but i wanna go watch the wu chun movie. hee. :)

oh ya, something funny happened ytd in school.
we were at Our Space getting some drinks and there were a bunch of girls playing some horror game. We were like trying to walk closer to catch a glimpse of the website but the fonts were too tiny.
So I asked for the address and we hurried back to get our hands on the game.
Its quite idiotic. why?
because it only allows players to play from 6pm onwards.
So we cheated and changed our internal clock to 6plus.
More details i shan't reveal but it really freaked me out.
joyce was clicking clicking and the thing appeared we screamed so loudly everyone was looking over. so malu.
so ya, im even considering if i should watch 4bia now. LOLS!
if you wanna check the web out,
it's www.hotel626.com ( plug in your earphones for better effects)
change your internal clock to after 6pm if you're playing in broad daylight.

yeah! tonight's THE EDGE! can't wait,can't wait,can't wait.
There's gonna be a makeover,pre-party, and weiting's coming back from DA LU ZHONG GUO!
and Alexis' joining me too!! :D

oh ya, Weiting has good taste. Know why?
she appreciates James Morrison's music.
I like his lyrics alot alot.
it's like a story or a message he's trying to tell.
heartfelt. (:

(yesterday's x2)

yesterday i bought 2 pair of flat's socks!
aunty gave me a good discount hee.

and yup, chuxuan pierced her what's that..tragus,i think?
not very sure,but ya upper ear.
i was shock initally cause after the girl punched ( i saw two piercings)
so i asked,
'' woah, how come there's double for one pierce? (like some kinda bargain hor? haha ) ''
but no lah! the other was her original one.

she's so funny luh.After piercing like 6 holes;she asked repeatedly, ''why does it feels so hot? ''
haha.
we bumped into quite alot of people ytd at Tm.
Lim hee,yongliang, sihao and gang,amanda,eugene,seehian, and some other spfers.
TM will and Forever be 'springfield mall' :D
it's so nice of them to start building another mall (beside two other's).
so squeezy,yet.. its super convenient heh.
elise was wondering why bedok doesn't even have one mall. haha!

okay,after tt we met up with shan and nelson.
low and behold..
''hey! lets go check out OCH!''
hahaha so random right?
(cut-short)
in the end we went to take a look.its weird to find chickens walking around the hospital haha.
we only dared to venture the groundfloor,afterwhich we headed home.glad we did man..
yups,
school's starting VERY soon..
gosh. monday class starts at freaking 8am!!!!!
my journey is like..from one side to the other?
but thank God its sports and wellness hee. i want TENNIS!

actually i've got a feeling this sem is gonna fly by REEAL fast.
the modules are more towards creativity than essay writing compared to last sem.
of course other than written comm.
Hope tt i'll like this module.
holidays- 3weeks! -9weeks!! (:

my mac keeps crashing and crashing.
i shld compose a song abt how my mac keeps going DOWN..DOWN..DOWN.. (music)
if its not for my dad i think it'll still hang lor.

kay, im off to do a great mission.

I AM THANKFUL:

FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS

I AM EMPLOYED .

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF
LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

found this while blog-hopping.

how i wished i had this kind of mentality of thanks giving with me.That way, i guess life would be much more exciting,worth giving it my all.It is,and always will be the little things that makes life wonderful.

how i wished God didn't gave us the ability to choose.But yet,its because of the choices we make that deters our life now.

i don't want to live in regret anymore from now on,Once is enough to hit me hard.